feeling2 mummy

So much have been going on for past of alomost 9 months after marriage life. It has been full of ups and downs with stress of work and time management.. ya i am still sore bout my digicam gone waste... but i can't stop but share my experience which was my initial plan of blogging tonight.

My baby is extremely ACTIVe.. bump is all over my tummy and she shakes her asss many times a day. The gynae visit have been weekly and alhamdulillah all was fine. Apple pie is all in place ready to enter the world insyallah. She loves to move when i am at work.. i guess she thought i was talking to her when i was with my customer. She's got lots of things in hand now. More clothes expected to be given to her by her older cuzzie Aida.

Initially during my first trimester, I was informed that my baby is small and i'm losing weight so doctor advised me to eat more. ok eat more then baby came out big after ending of second trimester..grrh ..when he measured the baby's body andThere were scares of me being diabetic due to the sudden raise of weight in me and my baby size.. We got worried and even Dr Chow was worried. he suggested for the OGTT test and alhamdulillah it came out negative. And a checked today showed Apple pie is in the ok range. so a big sigh left me and i've done the swab test today. APple pie is in norm size now and i'm so glad! With the day nearing my appt with him is growing more often,So now it's weekly and every week i wait anxiously for blood stains or my water bag to burst for signs that may trigger my Apple pie to launch. Next week he'll confirm again and gauge the time range my baby may come out.

When Dr Chow is out to deliver babies.. i wait anxiously for my bay to get scanned. The doctor wait is ok unless the gynae s off to the delivery bed. BUt i kill my boredom with chats from the friendly nurses and of coz made friends with the mummy there and when i'm bored, they have a library of baby books to choose from..from massage for baby to the mummy and how to bath the baby and how the baby's placenta looks like and etc.

I do enjoy my visits to the gynae, several times with my Precious and numerous times with my mom, and Dad, managed to see his lil grandchild moving rounding about.. when i was in my second trimester. Every visit was accompanied by the scan photos and i anxiously showed to my hubby when he can't attend the appt. . Of course he will speak to the picture.. which was amusing, at first until i told him he should be speaking with the baby on my tummy. And i enjoyed the nights we washed our legs to sleep. Before the gd nights, he will ngaji for the lil apple pie.. and look after me when i have sleepless sick nights. There were typical cramps and of coz complaints of pain in the middle of the night and my Precious has never complaint of his lack of sleep with me waking him up every time.. even the ocassional trips to the toilet, the hubby has been at best to hug me after i get back to bed. *sweet* Then there were bumpy swollen leg of mine where its bulging and showing like an elephant leg. Butinsyallah these signs are wonders of pregnant moms.

I can't deny that i'm fully afraid of my responsibilities.. months to a wifey and now to a wifey plus mommy, i am still learning to cook contented big breakfast for my Preciuos which so far he is delighted to have especially with the company of me and bro. Then there werre clothes to take care of, and alhamdulillah i'm staying with my mom so i have less load to think of at the moment. Which this will change soon if My precious deciced that three is a crowd in our lil squeezy room.

The room, It's like a warzone full of stuff. mine his and Apple Pie. Things are piling and i'm making effort to either throw my lil memories of childhood i left with me like donating them and not keeping them. Mum say i'm a junker. I supposed she should replace it with a 'Collector' of memories.(i still have my projects from sec school hidden away in the cupboard..terceruk-ceruk tepi so mom wun nag)

Apart from life full of wait, I'll be waiting for baby to come home every tues to thursday where he can only be home after ten..sigh another commitment phase i'll be enduirng for four years..

Time to bed.. seee y'all