the signs of the world ending is much too scary

according to mum, the world is aging, it's getting too much heavier.

Have you ever realised, that everything is created by Allah? the sand extracted are just mere sand being taken out and made into bricks, and the bricks fell on earth again to build our houses. It's probably just that we have re-arranged god's creation..making the world inbalance. what we have now is all Allah's even your roh and jasad.

How scary could it be? one disaster after another. And heard from mom in the latest story, a volcano is gonna erupt soon.

Tanda tanda dunia akan khiamat.
- There are at least 1: 50 men to women.
- Young adults will blame their parents that religion is not properly furnished to them.
- Young adults felt that they rather hang out with their friend than to be with their father.
- The world will be folded. Tsunami?
- Gunung akan melempar batu. Volcano?
- The buildinga are piercing through to reach the sky
- manusia yang diberikan ilmu, lebih suka meninggalkan ilmu agamanya untuk berfoya foya dengan keduniaan.
- Orang iman akan dimatikan lebih awal
-everyone is more pleased with electronic devices but not the getting the full set of hadiths
- Generasi baru akan salah membawa agama dan akan memimpin dgn salah
etc
etc
etc

i am sad and i do hope i dun live in the akhir zaman.
when i was young, i used to think of my fears, up on twelve floor. i used to think and imagine my fears that i'm high up. ignorance, negligence with what school has thought me, i grewup forgetting my fears.how i should have feared the signs. and now i'm on 24. i fear even more.i hope i wun go higher further.

after 18 years, i realised that what ever has been written in the QURAN is happening right in front of me. It has been happening and it's happened. with the people around me. with the friends i have.

When we reached the akhir zaman. it's even worse. I pray that i do not live till the time. Doa ku supaya if one day i have kids, if i'm given a chance, anak-anak ku dapat kesyurgaan dan serta keluarga-keluargaku dan orang-orang iman.

when judgement day comes,the world will be quiet. everyone will go to one place. the dead rised. everyone wil be without clothes. no one gets high on hormones. You dun look for your loved ones. you care only for yourself.you remeber nothing but Allah.FEAR surrounds. has all this signs happened even before i saw this signs?

i've written enuff the rest is between me and Allah.

i cry.