a nice day to blog and here comes the bad news

My mom is upgrading for sure! Dah maju hor! today she was signalling for a handphone.. ok.. Starhub is giving her 200 voucher and she wants to make use of it. Since tomorrow is my off day, she wants me and my sis to tag along and decide on the best plans for her.

For sure my bro will be eyeing and aiming for her phone. haha!this time she said "Ni kali mak nak pakai untuk contact bapa ko nak beli yang bagus nyer.. asik kena pakai second hand aje skejap aje rosak." we shall see.. we shall see .. we shall see.. It'll be a better idea t oget her a nokia phone and those that has big screens. Age is catching up on her eyesight..

Yesterday i went to my uncle's cukur rambut. We grew up together and now at 25, he is the proud father of a daughter. So glad that finally he's a father. Nur Alfi Amalia was borned on Dec 4 2004 at 08.31AM. Siapa nak beli nombor silakan.. ahaha so sweet and tiny. There were so many people friends and family and best part is everyone ate on dulang... the way i always liked to eat when we kendarat last time.. only thing was the people whom i used to ate with has now turned their back on me.

Kenapa orang slalu senang marah dan tak senang mengampuni? Kenapa orang slalu tak siasat dulu dan angkuh? My events in my life like i said in my previous blog was never smooth. Yes i did meet the sweetest people but i also met people who have been growing up with me to turn their back on me and who can i trust?? that leaves me in pending monotonous wonder that still haunts me.
Sometimes you know that you were not wrong and yet you apologize. why can't they accept the apology? Some say if u love the person , you'll let them go.. i've made people go away from my life afraid from being stuck in a sandwich by harbouring the blame but do i really should put myself i n the blame just to save my other party from losing more friends and now do i bear the pain of losing two instead of the one who refused to pick my apologies?y in the world do i take the initiative to bring two person in soured relationships together? why do pple have to add in ingredients of hate to make my relationships with the loved ones that was soured instead of adding the ingredients of love for me?

..SMS Message received: 11 December 10.23AM
From : XXXXXX
Message: NANI SAMPAI HATI DA TUNANG TAK JEMPUT XXXXX EH!!!

.I am sorry to all my friends who were not invited. Though the news is slowly reaching to my circle of friends.. some close ones who were furious.. I am sorry i had no space of words to invite my whole colony of friends. It was more of an exchange of gift, a reunion of families and a treat of a feast and i never thought that i was getting engaged.. never dreamed coz i never did want the event to be an engagement. The guest list was controlled byPapa. Papa's family filled the hall and even that was not full strength. Some of my paternal and maternal uncles had to work and thus only the people that came. Then i had cousins who were working that day and Papa was even reprimanded by his aunt for not calling his uncles and other aunties .. it's not easy if you come from a big family. Close or far relatives, they're still related to my family tree. Should you one day jumped into my family tree you will realised how the roots twined. Grandpa's became uncles, aunties and uncles became cousins , criscrossing my father's and mother's family tree.. and the tree is so big that sometimes you dun even know you were related until you attend a relative's wedding.

To those affected i am so sorry. But please give me your contact number and when the big day arrive you'll be in my guest list. this i promise that it might come true.. coz it was a dream that when i get married my friends will be there to celebrate the joyous occasion with me