Flashbacks and flashbacks.

Somehow i felt glad that my friend has finally found the ideal guy for herself.. messaging her and wishing her good luck. Sweet nice lady who went through a lot and finally came to the point of settling down..No judgement here on the guy coz i've never met him nor knew much of him but i'm sure he is a lucky one and if he break her heart, i'll break his neck and burn his bike!!

My Smigel has been holding on to my crankiness for quite sometime and i became to hate myself for making him worried and the reactions i got from him was astounding .. thus the break from blogging a few days back. Though i was free at work i just stared and cant find the right words for him. I harbour my thoughts and i realised how self centered and selfish i was and how lucky i am to have him. His tolerance,his patience, understanding and his care, his everything was something that makes me fell for him even more.

I was home late,these few weeks busily catching time with the Starbucks barista and how muchfun i missed during that few weeks of disappearance. a gd chat with Smigel and went home to dl some stuff and ended up getting caught in a conversation with Max. Happy to know he is doing ok. Talked bout funny stuff and catch up on those days that we did our projects. Still same ol Max.

- Christmas Eve -
Eve was of christmas was spending time with my old classmate the nonsense crazy people, sanah and Ifah. Marni was missing coz we were afraid that she might need time to spend more time with Ayuni. Was late meeting them up since i was working then they had lucnh at BK. Talked and talked till we were chilling and freezing where we decided to walk by Esplanade. Sanah gitgot news of the engagement. Shell Shock but happy eh.

Took pictures with MY PORSCHE. i can't drive you seee so i showcased them at Fullerton waiting for Simgel to pay my license..( pictures will be up provided i get the pics from Ifah) ..Then there was the esplanade not crowded with human traffic as it could be in town. We had Choc covered Strawberries, my personal favourites..Met an old lecture mate at the rooftop and discovered that she is with StarHub and ironically doing the same helpdesk as mine difference was she has yet to cover the really technical part of Blackberry. She's planning to migrate to SingTel.. but should she have met me earlier i could have recommended the job (sigh..). Then more lepaks and ghost talks, Sanah's India trip and yes the catch up with each others life and stuff. Promised ourselves that we keep in touch again since sanah has activated her line and meet up more pften. I've been busted to keep myslef free so that i can spend more time with them as well..

Just merely thinking of bringing my whole classmates together last week and ended up meeting the two close ones was a good sign. Maybe i should maybe i could but with the different schedule..maybe the next time i meet up with ifah and sanah, we could plan it together...yes we should.

- 25/12/04 -
Mesage from Ming this morning made me smile and left me awake from the lazy mornings i usually have. There goes.. the other classmate has just brighten my day.Sometimes i felt that NS really sux. Now i began to pity my friends who led a boring life in camp and found no time to spend with their old friends.