Deepest Condolences

Of late i kept thinking of grandma, cried for grandpa and now my deepest condolence goes to my aunt who left the world yesterday evening leaving behind two wonderful kids, HAzulina and Loike and her husband. Uncle Jaafar. Auntie Schweitzer Noor Isabelle aka Khatijah's death broke as a shudder for our family.She was young. It was unexpecting as we never thought it was gonna be this soon. She was a great aunt whom i regret not getting close with. Though she was not of blood kin to me, she married my uncle who were adopted from my great grandmother. I'm left with her memories when she used to write me personal postcards back in her hometown when she was away. I remember waiting eagerly for her postcards from my lettebox. i remembered she bought me a set of medical kit to play doctor and nurse with my cousin. For more than ten long years i was so busy with my life that i forgot her importance in my life. I hope not to repeat the mistakes again and my respects goes to her for her belief in Allah and for being a great aunt. a mother and a wife to my uncle. I love her. i love my family and i hope for strength that love brings back my family to carry on with our lives.
Death surrounds me these couple of weeks .Two weeks back, mama's cuzzie left ke rahmatullah. On thursday a family friend's mom Passed away. This grandma was a sweet lady. Nice and cheery, soft spoken. I was supposed to visit her last week but Fate never got me to meet her the last time. So down and tired. I need a break for rest and sleep which i wun be getting..
Forgive me if i've ever done something hateful and hurtful to any of you. I hold no grudge to those who hate me and i hope to be strong and hold on..