building cobwebs

2nd month of maternity already!

Kudos to the SAHM to be able to withstand this long break and never feeling the pinch to be back at work. I should be enjoyin my maternity but I'm feeling the exhaustion raising 2 kids during my maternity, more tiring than working and looking after the gyrl. i can forecast the additional stress when i get back to work and i hope i cope well enough. Plus to bring them home at dusk when our house is ready and forth at dawn. houshold chores,which i hope hubby would successfully share the load and not taichi back to me.

hopefully by next month i could adapt to it. So far this 2 months have been short, with alot of series of the unexpected. The gyrl nearly got admitted to the hospital, sick twice, hubby had his exams, The boy, myself an hubby unwell and boy the kids are growing so fast.

I am trying my best to catch up their development, both sis and bro so that i dun miss them if i pay too much attention on one. The sis is really gd at her speech now and trying out sentencing words. Its a bit jumble up but her vocab is magnificant. She parrots too, but of course we have to watch what we say. She remembers it and will surprise us with teh words at the correctime. Like when she said,"terperanjat aku"... i think i was more terperanjat than her! She used "aku" at the age of one plus?? Her R is lost sometime.. "Abbas royan" became "Abbas Yan". "Mandi" became "Nani"? She called me by my name at times. And the tone like how my mom called me .. Then there is tantrums that i hate and trying to fix them. mummys out there teach me man.. i smacked her feet cause i was damn irritated and i lost my patience. It was like berbuih buih explaining to her not to throw herself but it didn't work so came the smack feet and glare and yeah she is very young but at which age should i start discipline. my belief was correction and teaching her why it has to be corrected but will she understand?I pray i taught her right. And she knows when to say "sorry,Mama" and sob with her big round eyes, jus like puss in boots in Shrek. Of course, that part i will melt and hug her.

The Boy is growing so well(now at 6KG!) that even when he fall sick, he was seen to be doing fine. The boy same down with a chokin episode last Saturday night. He was gasping to breathe and was crying. There were abt 8 cycles before he fall asleep. We hesitated to bring him to the hospital but because of his fragility,his coughs that is getting worst and dad's advice of looking after the boy's lungs we decided to bring him to KKH the next morning.

The trip was a long one, got ready them both, drop the girl to the in laws since mom had to attend something.Fortunately the queue was light. Therer was no traces of ater in his lung but because of his age, he was admitted as they want to make sure it is not fits but choke.

I stayed with him through the night since i need to BF him. Hubby insisted in keepin me company but i shoo-ed him to work since he was on leave on friday, MC on sat due to his fever and CCL on sunday. If he took another leave on monday, it could just eat his leave since he has been taking his exam leaves and CCL leave for the dotter during her gastric flu experience plus its only MAR 09. there is 9 more months to go before the next year came.

At the hospital, the night was like a nursery. One after another, the kids cried like a domino effect. the machines too beep continuously. when one machine stops the other machine from another bd beeps. sometimes it beeped together

I'm glad to be back at home but the sleepless nights is catching up on me. i miss my naps. There is so much to do no time for myself and 3 more weeks to working world.

infested

I think I've sat too long at home and watch/listen to too much disney channel.Every night the songs from that channel rings and flashes on my head.Today was dibo the giftdragon, yesterday was little Einstein.. there were days of mickeymouse clubhouse, handy manny, tigger and pooh, and the most addictive, was a competition between noddy and his friends and Dibo the gift dragon..

So much that the girl would brighten up when this songs, especially mickey, pooh and dibo if mummy sang them.

Of course it became a bedroom conversation with hubby and he agreed that Dibo the gift dragon was in fact one of her fav tunes apart from "Mouse"and "elmo".