where have i been missing

It's been so long since i sit down, read emails, or even finish up my bro's card.. and in fact it just started...and i hope the drafts satisfy him so i dun have break my head.

Disappointment-

-We could not get our house. It was sold the time we checked. Then we received the message from HDB that all houses HAVE BEEN SOLD AND YOUR APPT IS CANCELLED.
darns. wat to do.. the number was freaking huge! and then they came out with the system if u dun get a house within two applications, ur number will be leftover numbers.. %^$@! We met our MP and nearly got rejected because this volunteer insists we are not volunteers of our constituency. So does that mean i leave under my GRC and cannot ask for help just because i dun volunteer? and it's a meet the people's session! grrh! luckily some or them thought otherwise since i was sometimes helping with west coast GRC under Jamiyah PP and gave us a chance to meet the MP. MP browsed the letter and stressed that he will help us appeal and make sure we get a house if given a better number.. insyallah. and of course if the number is still humongous, meet up with him again! hopefully we get a house before bro gets married, insyallah.

Excitement-

The gyrl, growing up real fast.. and too fast for me. sometimes i hope i dun spoil her but educate her instead. time on laptop is lesser because she is starting to slap on the keyboards of he laptop.. and pointing on on the screen as if it was a touch screen! Plus hubby will sigh if i am online.

Stress -

Emails are bulging and finally bursting my inbox.. no time to clear. work.. no SLA. so means all are priorities... but it should change once SLA steps in.. currently i'm with no partner and the mgmt making sure the partner is a well chosen one. user base are ok. some great and some u want to kill them for their qns... but what to do... it's HELP-desk.

It's warm how my team takes care of me.. but sometimes i felt that i have so much to learn from them. and the boss, and Ms Boss, super nice. Which i am grateful with.

HUbby's exams are nearing. he's so stressed and i am so worried.

itching to go somewhere with our savings...but we need to save for something big coming our way..

Taking a break today.
going for my test today..hur hur... insyallah pass!!!!!! and then out with hubby and my dear baby to meet his ching chong grand papa at Raffles Hospital for my appt check up and then spore flyer? or hot air balloon before they disperse from Spore..

Weekends the inlaws want to borrow the grand daughter.. sigh first time i get seperated from her on weekends.felt so sad and disappointed that i wun be spending a day with her..haiz... just hope she behaves and do mummy proud when she goes out with the grandma and auntie and she returns early so i can have ample time with her.. i just wished they can take her on weekdays but i guess i can't "sell fish" right?