.: Muhammad Hedir Bin Mat Said .
.: Hedir/Daim/Smeagol Baby .
.: Born - Nov 5 1980.
mail me:hedir
.: loves sleep & Games.
.: Loves watching movies
.: sibling of 2 .
.: Clear sight .
.: paranoid w CATS .
Starbucks:
Da Bob :
Dinah Anggreani :
J-Mee!1! :
J-Mee!2!(xanga) :
Syikin :
Nana :
suriati :
Shida Manager :
Uzy
random. sb cust : nurula : Juwita's sis : echa :
Frens: aidah : alfiah : alin: az: billa : dilah-echa : Kakak : kruz.Gal : Nithya : Pau : shammieks : wargix : win : jeff :
TP:
wong: PING : deelz - GL :
Alicia : Juwita
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Time flies real fast these days and i wished that it will wind slower. Used to pray for it to wind faster when i was in HP back then. That was the times when i wished i could go home asap.
I did not end up being a tai-tai afterall. got a job so fast and without realising, it's been a month in the team. How i wished i could just spend more time with my little gyrl. It seems to break my heart to be unable to spend much time with her.
Her first birthday was simple.. no stress at all.(will update next time)
I'm feeling a tinge of missing parenting with my commitment to work.I cherished my mornings watching her sleep and holding her for her comfort. But it's not everyday that i get to do it now. The gyrl wakes up early sometimes.. and then swept away by the grandparents.... sigh how i wish i had that leisure time they have everyday and still earn as much as i do now...
Weekends are burnt either to the other side of grandparent.. so another giveway love. half a century later, would i be the same as them? yearning for love of my grandchild? Maybe i would. But at least i know their love is unconditional and i do not have to worry about the gyrl's safety. The least spoil they can do is loving her too much.
Balqis have really captivated alot of love from family and friends..I'm so proud to have her. Her latest progress was two days back when she finally 'ta-teh'-ed by herself by more tha 3 steps!I'm glad i did not miss that.Otherwise i have myself to blame!
Work. I need to stop being a workaholic. I have a great boss and a great director. A great team so far and i hope i can grow in the team like i did when i was in HP eventhough the current team is small. The time travels real fast down there.. before i know it, it's 5.30 an time to go.. I thnk i can put on weight there.. there's tea break soetimes of muffins, traditional cakes and horlicks! my fav!
My resoltuion to this new workplace;to be able to juggle time, BE HOME ONTIME!!! and at the same time not miss parenthood like i used to..
oh ya and we're praying hard for our new house.. ballot number so far and units, SO LITTLE!..so unrealistic but insyaallah we hope our prayers are answered! amiiiin....
