DAzeD

A closest friend had to remove her fetus as it had no heartbeat. I shall keep it to myself. For her i pray she will be strong. I'm sure there's always a gd reason for why Allah let that happened. Insyallah she'll get a great kid soon insyallah with teh next attempt. Never give up hope.
I love you. And u are the most welcomed person to be my insyallah kid's god mother. I assure you that.

Baby Aida has grown up.. so the tembawmms and adorable!! she has splashes of her mom, my cuzzie and the dad of coz lah and some oarts of the ching chong mata from Muzakir by smallest cuzzie till date(which in due time will be overtaken by a new born cuzzie soon from my aunt who got married last yr)

Nights are sleepless for me.. basically i wished i have no problems to sleep.. and i can just wake up feeling fresh and ready for work. Instead of snoozing myself two three times and even not hearing the snooze two three times more, falling into deep sleep and ended up late for work.
I wished i had more deep sleep at night then the early mornings pls. Baby, mummy needs sleep lah. Daddy also affected with the sleep coz mummy can't sleep the next person she turns to ur daddy.
The body aches are worsening and goodness ya ampun.. my pain makes me so hard to walk these days and i wished i had more strength to fight the pain. I may just end up crying.
and i can cry evenmore thinking about work. I grew absent minded and i lost count of my baby's week. great right. everyday slog like shit and everything is all our fault SLA fail Agent NR too much . Fcu& lah. i detest this place so much no welfare shit to think of us. working so hard and getting nothing but why this never do why that never do how come this like this like that. so they just woke up from the den that we are doing things wrongly. So are they perfectoes.. pls my pleasure maybe u should seat on my desk answer my calls and relate teh experience you have. i think u may not even understand because u may just receive the norm pple calls but what bout the nasty pple huh.
grrh ...
i just cant wait for my super duper long break spend soon ... just soon

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i realise dtaht i have been collating a lot of draft entries instead of posting. Things to update seemed endless.

Not due to the editting for the drafts but. The continued story seemed enndless.

Life has been blissful. Weekends are spend mostly with me and hubby or my bro at home whilst mom goes out to dutifully go to aerobics lah and taking a break
I have my hubby who helps with housework.. he did mopping for his wifey! so sweet kan! hahah and my bro helped with the clothes. My BRO. unbelievable how NS really changed him plus being an uncle soon makes him more matured(abang abang lah katakan) That part really made me wonder is he my bro. Well i hope i can change the fact but i do refuse to believe my baby bro has brown up. two yrs apart i still believe in loving him as my bro and baby bro coz his selengerness is endless in my eyes. depan macho but deep inside his still young at heart lah katakan(walaau pun he looks much older than me!)

Nuff bout my bro. My hubby too helped with the clothes.. his uniform full of diesel, he helped to clean them most of the time if i got busy.

Thats not it. The kitchen now smells of the food i cook! More frequently than i was single. i made my own pizza! my own sauce and it was a superb. The dough was nicely done. The taste was everything there.. the cheese was endlessly cheesy! but i soon had a backache after that..tired on doughing the dough i guessed. i managed to get to big trays of pizza with that dough..
I shall try again once i'm laid off with the baby out :P

Cooking has been fun. I think i'm getting the hang of wifey jobs plus juggling with work. work has been "inspiring". And i can't wait for the loong long break.

Oh and my baby is as super as her mom! i keep getting movements up down left right
ok. Loveable feeling! But of coz she's talented lah. She can know that the dad wants to feel the movement and behaved as an angel ok. And sis got to feel the kick! It moved anytime now..even whilst i sleep. suker skali wake me up.

the tummy big lah now i can't hide it in my big blouses no more lah..
ok i go now becoz it's late and i'll update again soon no more hald drafts..when the stuff come, the time comes, i'll update more....
toodles...

a new resolution?

i'm happy to be hogging at the PC and managed to MSN-ing and clear my mails at the same time today.

Here's the update from my super weekend.

2006 ended with Hari raya haji where i witnessed the kambing korban and also for the first time, saw the last kambing jumped off the pellet made fence ran off from the field and off to the neighbourhood block of flats! Alhamdulillah they managed to catch it. Otherwise it would have hit the SPH headlines for kambing biri2 on the loose!

2007 began with a wild bang for me...though my hubby and i slept during the countdown coz we were super tired from the korban..

we had a great reunion party which lasted till minight for the Omar Family. Sadly however i had to leave early for my hubby's friend kekahan and my in-laws house. I did not missed the whole lot of fun though. We left home after Zohor to join the rest at my Uncle's house at Lakeholmz and the few have came while waiting for the rest, we helped each other to fill up the table. It was a potluck of food ..i brought my fav instrument the fondue(courtesy of echa and usop), and popiah ketam, which was hot cakes for the young and old.. then we had from pizzas to brayani, to roti kirai(specially made for me!!), Satay, badak berendam,cakes for the jan babies and of coz lots of US..my cetkas and more pple in the family. There were karaokes and get-to-know's specially for the new family members and all. I'm glad that it worked out well and we will continue it again next yr