.scr- a pain in the neck for Dec

I'm not wat's happening lately in the world of the news. I've realised that since i've worked in HP, my life's a mess with my surrounding. It has been work, home, work, sleep, work, family.

I've not been going shopping as frequent as i used to. I've not been going from one end of Orchard Road to Cityhall as far as i remembered. I've not dropped to meet myfriends of late and most importanatly i cannot evenm remember simple things as to return a reply from an sms and even if i did, my friends dun get them or i dunt get the replies and it'll take me hours or worst, days to rememebr that i need to reply to an sms.

Well this is what i've remembered of my mishap December this month i guessed.
-My dear sis went to Europe for her tour, and i planned to send her off and ended up being stuck at work and i only remembered AFTER i knocked off, which was way beyong the depature time. If i had not extended my help at work i could have mad it on time ;(

-Got time off to visit the gynae, and Baby and I planned to go shopping. me being me, i misplaced the voucher from TANGS and forgot to bring the voucher. It was resting on my bed while we tossed and searched my bag... Grrh..

-A late call from a friend to go out, i had to apologetically refuse as we made plans to have dinner at his mom's place and the re-schedule came quiet. i was waiting for the call but i guessed she's busy. sigh.

- Work. work . work again.. has been totally in s a n e!! I sure have grown so accustomed to the lovehate relationship with work that I'm having nightmares every bad night to bed. And it does not help that i'm already with an achng back that i wonder where i can get the beauty sleep. It does not end there.. i wish i have much space to grow that i'm being o v e r l o a d e d with work that i wish it could be ideally equalise with the pay i get.

-Work. work . work again..Rightfully yes there is an urge of urgency and the thrill of being able to solve so much cases .. but to handle 92 cases now, seeing the numbers are making me grow mad. i wish it was the other way round;29..at least..
i'm just like the dustbin where everyone just chucks the unfinished cases, the outstanding cases for pple who left, go on leave and went for MC. it sucks. The further i clear, the more cases i get and it's bringingUP my morale... looking at the numbers just worried me. It will not end next week. Same case. Another person leave and i'm just holding my hands up as if i'm 'begging' for the case to enter my came management acct.. I dn have to wait long enuff to reach 100. I'm pretty sure next week the cases will be 'donated' to me. for sure.

-Work. work . work again..there's a virus outbreak which is additionally increasing our cases! can they just be a little bit smart and not open .scr attachments!! gawks*! when there's a circulation of the issue going on and they still open it .. i wonder if they made all the instruction, can't they just understand the instructions made for them?it's so ironic!

-Work. work . work again..I may just broke up with that relationship with lots of tears and a stress mind. Why does it always happen to my team. i feel jinxed.

-The rain has brought delight to some but it has also brought misfortune to our neighbours. I never felt that the rain could have impacted mylife, until i rememebered of Hedir's family who leaves near a river. I became paranoid. AS real as it seems, They were hit by the worst flood season in histroy. Alhamdulillah everyone managed to save them selves, but it breaks to hear that everything is ruined. Even the door has been glued with Mud.. everything was already destroyed. A month back i've just gone to thier place and it was pitchy hot season and all was fine. Now, i'm not even sure..the pictures flashing on the condition now scares me. I pray for all the innocent lives killed and the poor families hit by the flood.

All in all i just can't wait for Dec to end and insyallah Jan will be a yr to look forward to. With the family meeting up for the annual gathering of my mom's side i just can't to flourish my indulgence to the choc fondue, the cakes and the great food!! *drools* Most importantly, the great pple, our family. It's gonna be a celebration of love. A celebration ceased a decade ago after the loss of my Grandma, then my gradnpa. with patience we lived to remember that i'm sure she would love to see us rekindle the spirits we had every Jan 1. I see a bright light where we will be fingers apart..instead of miles apart from the love we once had. he only difference; three who left us; Pak Mok, nenek and tok, but with a difference of a few more added in the family; a new generation of their great-grandchildren, and another to come...

superly overdosed

The owner has lost it's will to blog. How not to when the owner frustrations grew while updating the blog:-
(1) The pc @ home shuts down by itself. auto reboot. titik. and i did not save the entry.
(2) I typed it all over again and did a "Publish post". Instead it prompted me to log in.. what the &^&%!! All my entries went unsaved. It went on for a while at my home's PC. i got so lazy to blog
(3) Thought of blogging at work. And to play on the save side, I did an entry in a notepad but in the end i realised that i had not an inch of spare time that the notepad became an empty sheet.

I'm back at home to pen this before Daim calls in to sleep :P

work;
-no time to sneak a preview to blog or surf or even clear my own work email, let alone my hotmail and yahoo acct which is growlingly insane with hundreds of emails.
- It was mundane and with lots of complains(my own complain of course) with the love-hate relationship of my workin environment. The resource is always low at my team and i have work extra hard and i'm already hateful of the lack of support i'm getting and the things i need to do with no credits at the end of the day. Let's just say i'm doing it to learn and survive and if i have a chance, i'll be sellable.
- I ha clocked so much time offs that i think Daim is worried sick of the time i spend at work and he's worried i am becoming the workaholic i used to be. Contradicting to his worry, I got worried myself of his growing passion to overtime and work like crazy from mondas to fridays till 9PM and on both weekend till 5PM and tiring himself out so that he can earn more for our future.

- My efforts got paid off this month for the recognitions i got at work and with the compliments coming in and the money i'm pocketing, oops. Voucher instead at Tangs, i'm saving to shop and spree it all at one go with my daim! Plus i even have certs! which at least will come in handy one day! However, i hope the gd things Compl-IMENTS come in more instead and not the compl-AINS

the subjected life-
So married with my Daim and work,
i had no time even to clear my sms that i missed the delivery of my cuzzies daughter! but alhamdulillah I managed to see her on the first day she was borned a healthy one indeed! And the mom she is healthy too!

My visit to the doc suggested that both me an the lil one is healthy. The last scan i went with daim on friday, lil one showed his butt..i was annoyed but amused. My hands are itchy to do the shopping but Mom strongly believed that we should save our money and shop at one go. But WE have been secretly staretd going shopping and buying the things lil by lil and of course shop for Daim and myself ..keeheehee since the SALE word is ard every corner in town!

Apart from this we are also screening for new houses. Of late we had only one visit to see a house and it was not to our expectation ;( more headaches to come and more responsibilities growing. If only the houses were on SALE like the rest of the things in town!

To date, i think my time zone has been a haywire. It seems like my brain has cracked and i've turned to a very forgetful Nani and my time management sucks. I'm working back on my tracks and getting a full list of things to do jotted down so that i can improve my situation. i hope it works. and I actually forgot to important dates in these two months. sigh..

The 06n will end soon and come a greated challenge in us. to face 2007 insyallah. Daim and I hope and pray for the best.