dalam berkasih jangan ada dusta

Telah lama ku nantikan
saat indah bergini oh kasih
hati in bagaikan bersinar kembali
setelah lama sepi

tapi bagaimanakah harus ku luahkan
rasa isi hatiku
telah lama ku pendemkan sayang
rahsia cinta padamu
izinkan ku bawa kau bersama
melayari bahtera hatiku

dalam berkasih jangan ada dusta
sumpah dan janji di kota bersama
walau rintangan sentiasa menanti
dalam doa di kau ku iringi
selalu
oo..oo..oh..
dengarkanlah!!

kau sebutlah! kasih ku in..oh kasih

Telah lama ku nantikan
saat indah bergini oh kasih
hati in bagaikan bersinar kembali
setelah lama sepi

tapi bagaimanakah harus ku luahkan
rasa isi hatiku
telah lama ku pendamkan sayang
rahsia cinta padamu
izinkan ku bawa kau bersama
melayari bahtera hatiku

dalam berkasih jangan ada dusta
sumpah dan janji di kota bersama
walau rintangan sentiasa menanti
dalam doa di kau ku iringi
selalu
oo..oo..oh..(x2)
dengarkanlah!!

feeling excitement!

i am so feeling excitement but the working space is suffocating me and draining me out. Thank la dey for ruining my enhtusiasm.. i just can't help but count the days to my long leave...

The next step

Adumak... my Smeagol and i have purchased X and it cost another hole in the pocket.. to date my pocket's stitch has loosen extremely. bleargh.. but of coz there's always a catch. We could have chose not to purchase X but we did. This will be the beginning of our new life. hehehe.. The anxiety damn high sia. It's like freakin fast.. My cards are so far going to the receipient liao..This will be our last stop to paradise before we get serious on our life.
The cuzzies are all counting days.

I spoke to my x-colleague two nights back..she got twins!! so cool and they're identical! The great news was so great but hearing her bear the pain.. erks..only GOD knows.. I hope her daughters grow nice, warm friendly and healthy like the mom. She wanna sponsor my henna day ..But tat will mean i'll have to skip my traditional inai? *ponders* or chould i have both? which will of course be a challenge and a risk.
WHat if; the colour didnot match
what if; it looks to ou-Biang and Or-Bhit.
what if; it looks to squeezy.
urrghs!!
It's so hard to make decisions.
The only decision i've enjoyed makig this far, was me agreeing to marry him; and of course the X decision(although this is pending to let it happen)..vice versa. full stop. the rest are swirling my head to drop brain dead.

*Yawns* Its anly 6.33PM but i'm sleepy whoa. tomorrow will be another long day... prepare to call the waste dumper guy....

Me and my kental keduak kucar kacir life (Hasty Life)

There has been an uproar of events. Ups and downs. The weather forecasts had caused a turbulence on my daily life. My love and hate relationship with Work somehow reflects the love and hate relationship Fai is having with Robert.(Her crush of course.)

I had been working hard these few months..which is a good sign of course, But somehow or rather at has been a rocky journey. I almost landed with a complaint the last 2 week,.. and unfortunately another incident i troubleshoot last week DID land me in deep **it. BUT of course it happened for a reason. I would love to blame it all on the weatherman. A LOT OF my colleagues have been visiting the Doctor.. recurrent cases some sincere cases, while others were on MC just for the sake of "lazy to work" attittude. HOw is dat man.. SLA is really bad this two months. We r all burned out,breathing with a long heavy sigh and breathing down one another's neck. But of course there's a pro's and cons in this issue. We're getting more staff. Which is a Gd sign. The cons; not pleasantly said.

nuff bout work. LIfe's been a lil dull i just got away from the throat infection.. alhamdulillah it's getting better. I'm getting my voice back. Baby's already feeling the pinch on my busy schedule.. I'VE LEFT THE STARBUCKS ORGANISATION..Which have left my dad, baby and mom a huge smile on their face.. and I'm freaking sad and lost. It has always been my third place. I entirely grew up my teenage life with Starbucks.. burgh.. it felt horrible to leave the place when the environment is so cool
Given a chance to summarise.. i love the culture. I love the experience.. so u see why i had been there for exactly 5 yrs, 7 months,, because i love the job..because i love the art of making the best coffee(thought i dunch drink them) because i love the atmosphere.

Of course looking positively, i'll have enough time catching up my singlehood with my friends and of course my Sweet Smeagol who will not long be my "H.U.B.B.Y."*blushes* cause i guess sometimes i have neglected their companion.

Wedding preparations which have been halted due to my busy schedules have since been continued.. Thanks to Echa we've got the things going well. Thank to Fala, she got some great staff from Dubai which add some light to my stufff and gosh i'm thrilled!MOM's been helping to make it more neater by having some parts of it sewn so that i dun have to glue on it. Well i have not forgotten the great thanks i owe to Echa and her sis's company Pulpshots(i wish i could bold this but the IMAC just would not allow me to!). Boy i was so naive and fickle. I think if i was sheda, i would have given my disgusted fickle mind a bang on the guitar! I thank u girls so much and i so owe owe owe owe you girls big time.. and i wun stop thanking u guys u noe! And Echa for all her beauty sleep i've stolen from her just to make sure the alignment to the card worked well,

Apart from this busy schedule, it lapsed me from visiting a friend's mom, whom i grew up meeting her almost a few times a month when i was young. Her sweet charisma and forgiving attitude. Her soft spoken words and her politeness and friendliness have won much of our respect. My regret for not visiting her when she was well. For my negligence in life, i failed to remember how she used to love kids, and treat as her own and how Allah can take one's life in a mere second.She Never failed to say hi and ask how u r doing.She never scolds, not even a pitch of tone heard from the years i've known her. She died a few weeks back with a breast cancer. Reminding me of the good o l days, my dedication to her. My doa and blessings that she is safe and insyallah di Syurga. Her being herself has touched my heart, I Pray that one day i'll be as calm and patient as her, Insyallah

wedding Jitters

I'm having wedding jitters.. i felt like it is but i'm not sure.. i'm feeling naseautic with all the preparations.. i'm not sure why but i guess Echa was right. I worry too much.