i need my eyes-i need ideas

I am ssso tired these days, i can barely open my eyes nowadays and still feeling the exhaustion, but i simply can't undrstand why i have problems forcing myself to sleep.

Life's been busy with the FT job, with 8-9 hrs access to the two PCs and adding more stress to my tired eyeballs. it ain't helping me recover my tiredness tat much on weekends.. SO MANY CALLS @ work!! outages,forgot password faulty PC, FARK man. the mgmt just can't fulfill the headcount and it's a crazy warzone hear. battling the beeping sounds. it feel s like a polyclinic here.wad the haeck are they thinking. we r no robots! we r *just agents!We r overworked! ok maybe most of the times we're overworked lah of late. not before. sigh i wish i can burn all the issues this pple have with their untamed functional algorithm in using the PC. Dammit password also can forget within two days! u swallow ur password is it during the weekends? toopid. wat's so hard of remembering huh! Weekends always forget password.
and thanks so much for the new onsites "help". It's making me paint my eyebags with coal and puke blood.

Much to all this stress adding in my life.. my parents are so ready for the preparations and have been bugging me constantly every hour for all my unfinished busness for the weddings so that can do their next homework.
aiyaaaah.

The marriage registration went well. We went last week. We checked our CPF and we will be heading to HDB soon after the wedding if thing goes well

Baby did some teeth polishing and i love his teeth now, Tomorrow he's removing his tooth and i feeel so bad i can't be by his side coz i'm WORKING!!!!! auw mann! and he'll be on MC for 5 DAYS ..whoa..!

Much to my exhaustion my dad has popped the million dollar qn he posed me 5 yrs back: "when r u gonna quit Starbucks?"
i can just whine and replied.." soon,soon. " HE pulled a long empty face.

Fala's back but in Terengganu now and will be back tomorrow. washe really have non stop travelling haaha.

I'll be missing the TNP BIG WALK for the second time running. i forgot to register plus has it pass yet? or is it this week. I'm not only becoming a selective listener but having selective memory too! help!!!!!!!!!

Da Vinci Code.. i shall not comment on the story but all i can say is it's fictitious and we shall not question whether he has a wife. There is no written evidence in the Quran , is there? well i'm n o scholar so i will not confirm that.

X MEN III coming!! i'm more like a movie Junkie since i'm with SMEAGOL. i watch almost all the BIG movies released this month! can't wait..can't wait..

thunders coming and the wind is glowing.. logging off i'm feeing terified...nitees

hulooo pple!

I would say i'm in a lot of stress here! so u see why the empty blogs las month.

Updates:

• We had fun at the chalet. Bumped around and eat and sleeep and we caught a late night movie..
• My Smeagol has been shopping A LOT that includes me too (haha!) though we're supposed to save every penny of it! but it's simply irresistable to see the sales especially when u are working in the town area and when u spend your time with ur friends in town.
• Thanks to the Progress Package, It helped to cover the holes in my pocket. I managed to pay my instalments and used some % of it for my Smeagol
• My hantaran gifts for him are almost done. He got his lovable shoes(todate he hascollected more than 5 shoes in a year!). He had his share of happiness on the choice of the things he wanted and i'm glad he loved it all. I lved mine tooo.. (*giggles*)
• The furniture's finalised. Though i could say that we're having headache becoz the room my bro is occupying now(which i will soon take over, MUAHAHAHAA) is kinda small.. boohooo..So we settled for a smaller bed. Well My Semagol ain't a giant so i guess it should fit us both (kekekeke). And it's not cheap lor. I'm still looking for my chest of drawers, a miror set or a dressing table and probably a bench to be placed at the foot of the bed.
• I'm in the midst of finishing my hantaran deco but it's simply wasted by the side of my hallroom much because i'm caught up with work, SB, dating my Smeagol and of coz the gyrls. I guess wehn i get married things will be slightly diff but i'll make sure tat doesn't change the status of our relationship.
• I miss my lil fala: because w/o her i am hanging in the air. I need her so much and i guess my selfish traits made me even weaker now that she's still in Dubai. Looking at the brighter side, i can't wait for her to be back! yeslah dear, i miss u sooo much lah sister!oh and yah she's grown into a swan, so not lil anymore~
• My fitness regims ain't working. I THINK i am putting on more weigth than ever so i've shun all the rice but i think the calories are just building up and i'm growing every inch. bummer. Wat a timing, man.
• The wedding card's been drafted but i'm waiting anxiously for the design so that i can quickly print them out and start gathering alll the addresses of the guests! phew~!which can be a sore in my brain coz i'm not gd with addresses and all. hopefully my bro will be helping me out in this.
• Butterflies on my stmach, we're going to the ROMM this month! weeweeeT! Not kiasuism but i almost forgot we had to register , which was meant to be the most important part of the wedding processes.
• Smeagol's been working ral hard these days.. not a single offday in April..but i'm so glad he made time for me to prepare our wedding. i lurve him!
• Dad and Smeagol's kicking out fine so I'm hyperly excited that their bond is building. Mom has no issues with him and they are talking and talking all the time, which is a relief for me
• Latest discovery.. I'm getting solemnised a day after his mom's birthday! well if only Smeagol had remembered the date, we could have gotten solemnised on her birthday! It's so typical guy for him to forget dates! he better not forget mine ah
• I'm gonna leave my Starbucks family soon but with a VERY HEavy heart argh! Planning to purposely leave in early Augustus. Smeagol disapproves of my relationship with STarbucks. It's my addiction to punch it, work , hang out with the pple there. I'm gonna miss my discoveries there and my comrades there.
• And yes the workplace is like warzone now. I guess tomorrow will be anothe long and draggy day.. help meeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

long gone and i've left a hefty long pointed essay here...