blogging is expensive.

yea. it's not free as we think it is... it's no charges incurred for now but if you write something bout races, religion, work, or school negatively.. you're charged..how's that.. so the world has lost it's freedom of speech? well maybe these are best done written in your own diary, dunch you think so.?

good day,mate!

so i had been off blogging, and faced with so much stuff in the real world.
So much for my enthusiasm, my friend had her wedding cancelled/postponed? god knows.I hope she's ok and fine.

It freaks me that something like this happened to my once close mate of mine. So i love my Smeagol reallly to infinity but 'jodoh di tangan Allah'. and hell yeah the moments have been excruciating but i live with it coz it's the ups and down where i learn to forgive and love him even more.. and for his generosity and silliness can really get the best of me, it can make me cry. But this Smeagol, He is why i cry, why i laugh and why i smiled and want to settle down.Coz he wants to marry my whole family and love my sister and brothers and my relatives. Coz he is trying his best to make me happy but sometimes i just blew it with my self indulgence in my freaking fickle mind. Coz he wants the best of us and our wedding and the best of my self and my his. Coz he is soo good that he managed to please my important aunt, and my ears just smiled at how my grand aunt has grown fond of him. And so i am praising him up Bukit Timah and i'm sure if he one day becomes a net freak. i'm dead. Then he'll see these posts and blush and self proclaimed : yeah I know i'm good with that action and sniggering face, feeling acting flattered that i finally let my hair down and let my finger do the talking just pulling my leg though he knows deep inside he is shy. paisei.. and of coz love me hah.

The Smaegol is going to age soon and he's been asking me where i've been going out and excliming," you gi cari present i?
Thick -skin rite.... yes i want to buy him bicycle so he can travel to his uncle's house but he said,"ala i bukan budak lagi sey. macam budak budak je beli basikal." So much for growing.. of coz bicycle doesn't mean a tricycle but those mountain bikes..hmmmpft.
so he wants something else... something U2.. but i got other plans.. will it be pizza hut again.. coz Pizza hut was our first dinner date.. i'm planning and planning and hope everything's fine insyallah .. i just can't wait ;)

nuff boout the Smeagol coz it's neverending..
OPH 's been grreat and yes i loove my new family. i love my managers and i love my cat, fish, shark, meow,, birds.. kelong, so the new family is like a pet shop! then we have unplanned and unfinished busineesss to plan with the SuperAmin & Jaws. Then we have the Someone whu helped to rekindle the Comm book to active mode.

howi i wished i can pen my thoughts easily with a pen then a PC.. haiz its kewl and it's gonna be the last raya i celebrate as a singlehood insyallah then it'll be the Complete One. the half is no longer singlehood. so i do hope i get to raya as much as i can. i miss my raya with the group i call friends.

melaka and it's fusion

I'm addicted to taking pictures but i have an uncontrolled spasm of laziness to UPLOAD the pictures becaus.. i can't create them like i used to with html.. just as i did back in school with thumbnails and all. plus the work pc is not a tool to load pictures all at once. Mainly because i have no administrator rights plus. i have to shift to another pc WITH my admin rights and dl my Sony pack sftware and my shutterfly account is blocked by the firewall for any random behaviour of gettinng to upload stuff off the intranet.

bummer~

Malaka has made me slow down on blogging with less time to blog at owrk and home...

The melaka trip with Smeagol and my dad was magnificent. my little flower loves smeagol coz it's a gd sign. she's my dear lil only and my first niece and i get i love her presence and her love for me and respect.

much to his, it was a month ago that i typed this to have it posted so crite pun dah basi.. nuff bout that .. times moved so fast and i met interesting pple who were and will always be part of my life. my sec sch frens and of coz my family.
Weding bells were ringing continuously and now my closest sec fren is suddenly geting married. contentment and fulfillment filled. so much for her catching up with the soon to be married ones...
then there was the kenduri where smeagol hanged out again with my dear families.. cuzzies i've not met for 5 yrs came; and it was kecoiness though not all were present.
then baby and me celebrated our first anni together (engagement) hahaa and it was cool we had cake surprises for each other,,.. so two cakes to eat in a day. i got my satay and i got baby a nice england rugby's jersey.. so much savings and next for his birthday.. hmm

raya on the way so guys... plan for the vehicle ok.. heehee

busy

i had been having busy days.
no time to pen my thoughts. will be back with my trip to melaka and the adventures with Oshie & Fiah