morning rides are ugly

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I detest you pushing and shoving just to get into the sardine packed cart.
I detest you taking so much space and moving your hands around just to make an sms.
I detest your stinking hair and your fresh breath from bed.
I detest your pretty pointed barbie shoes on my unbearable feet.
I detest the unruly passengers who seems to be unable to manage their time.
I detest having to be the pole between and two exiting commuters, picking their back last and shoving quickly, so afraid that thee door may just close before their bags exit.
I specially detest the rude commuters who no longer can say 'excuse me' & 'Thank You or even a mere 'sorry' for thier impatience.
I detest working adults who ruly showed me a bad example of being the Kiasu Singaporean
I detest the hiking fare that will take effect july 1st.
I detest having to wait for the next train.
I detest crowded MRT.

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It has been almost a yearsnce I board the MRT at 8AM-8.30AM to the east line. Train rides were mostly spend on weird timings with ample space to seat. worst to worst it will be just a few of us standing and i dun have to feel so torturous. With the hike of fares coming in this July i do hope there will be more train rides in the peak hour and the train travel slightly faster than the usual speed during the non-peak hours.

It was a nightmare ride today. It was a migraine and push and shove and not a gd experience. I prfer my normally slow bus rides now. i prefer my long walks to work and i began to appreciate the traffic jam even more today. At least i get to seat and enjoy my ride with TV mobile and i do not get shoved around. i have a choice to sleep.. hmmz so much for the MRT ride that is getting suckier everyday due to ugly commuters with no courtesy.

Can i have a tracker? track my stuff ? track how far i walked.

It was a blasting weekend minus the careless me.

Smigel and me have been meeting each other less but i sure miss him so much so dearly. then while going out i lost my Maybank ATM card. Yes i lost another card again!? Fortunately someone called in and advised me to get those card back. Venue: Benccolen street. So you can imagine how lazy i was to proceed to that area. So we skipped that location and promised to get the card on a later day.

.....i was going broke and so the maybank card was precious to me. Without smigel's knowledge, i went there myself. Instead of taking a bus there i walked there. Finished work at 8AM on tuesday and went to the gym for a workout and a swim. then i rest for a while. Got ready and washed up to head to Bencoolen street. Initially i wanted to take the NEL to Dhoby Ghaut but i changed my mind since i had so much free time. My shift at Starbucks only started at two. Off i went in search of a shorter route and finally decided from George Street I turned before Clarke Quay, headed to Liang court via Boat Quay turned before UE Square, round the Fort Canning Hill and walked behind Haw Par Centre and by passed Park Mall, Before YWCA. Then i headed towards YMCA and crossed to rendezvous Hotel. There i walked straight ahead to bencoolen Street. Soon aftr taking my card there, They requested my IC. I was probably too tired that i read my Name and IC number when they were actually asking for my IC for verification. hah! Soon after i head towards town past Meridien and Centrepoint to at last draw some cash from Orchard emerald. Bumped into my x-barista from OB, Aidil, washing his hand from the small windows of NYDC. hungered since morning, i had enough change for Old Chang Kee before heading straight ahead to Orchard Parade Hotel. It was a lonely walk but at least i left being a happy lady after getting back my ATM Card.

Was working more in Starbucks and yeah catch up the the OPians. Unfortunately there have been a few people already quitting. some leaving for a betta paying job while the rest will be going back to study. New faces adapting and it was ok working with them. Hopefully they'll be as great as the rest of the baristas i've worked with.

Probably one day i'll plan on a quest to walk from Orchard to home. Since i've done a walk from Bugis to Harbur Frount and from Chinatown to harbour Front.. hmmzz...

saturday Morning

Whilst everyone is almost deep in their sleep, i'm up awake waiting for the engineers to call again. It's been a while since this happens. Outage surfaced , unplanned. so much for my plans to catch up on beauty sleep.

Earlier on, I have been too engrossed updating the skin that i forgot my job scope! hahaha. I accidentally let off my headset and started editting the contents. the outcome:
3 MISSED calls. i'm gonna get screwed man.

Read the logs of my frens and i sure do miss hanging out with my friends in the East. For once i do hope that when they get married, they'll move west side. *ehems* instead of pestering me and Smigel to move to Tampines!

Supposed to follow sheda to the KL trip but i'm way too broke to join the club. I'm almost penniless and counting the days to my payday which are more or less baseless since all the money goes to my savings!?! argH!!! i sure do wish that i would one day earn so much that will make me live by just one job. When you earn so much. Nothing seems to be enough especially when the source of income comes from a different person, exclusive to what you earn.

Mom has been bragging as to when i should go for Khursus which Smigel and i purposedly dragged the registration so that we save more than enuff money for our hantarans.

Been working out lately and i can't see even a centimetre difference with my body mass. This is so irritating!Sweat so much as if i've just got a warm shower but i still feel the saem. Run with full gear and cycle with so much ummph. yet the results are minimal. i sure wish my metabolic rate will increase so that all my calories do get burnt faster when i work out.

haiz i'm sure my eyes would look so much swollen and droopy later. sigh~I'm feeling the tiredness now.

lemon tree

15 June 2005-
If only i have a lemon tree then mom wun complain that bro and me doesn't finish up her lemons. haha. our fetish of the year. We have been stealing her lemons to make our lemon juice due to the hot weather. It went slicing in our drinks.

i have this 'lemon tree' hum repeating in my head even at work..' i'm sitting hear in a boring room..bla bla bla ' at work. For two two consecutive days, the supervisor has been seating beside me looking for company to an endless conversation. He had broken the news yesterday that we are no longer gonna move to global helpdesk @ Telepark. The idea have been dropped which was content to my colleagues and i coz we love this place so much!So meaning to say i will be staying at Chinatown for good! so we dun have to squirm and squezze our time to look in search of a better distanced job.. (smigel screams for joy when he heard this) . Ironically i have been called up for two different interviews and i'll prbably go there for fun. haha waste my friday. and so much for being so happy i can choose to leave this August if i dun find satisfaction in the job.

16 June 2005- After a long break from Starbucks, work was a lil monotonous. I did not get a good night sleep. I kept dreaming the alarm went off and i am late for work. I was lagging big time and was taking my own sweet time serving custoemers. So much that i wished they have woken up a lot later and slept longer before having breakfast! Mel came to work looking discoloured. SHe was having fever. If i was her,i would have just gone home. Then Jos was not feeling well as well. The time of the moth where it always hits e her when she's working.

May and the hectic schedule.

It felt like May was yesterday.

I was busy with my dear gf's preparations that i had to skip the emails, the surfing and of course blogging due to time constraints.

I was also busy catching up with Smigel dear, his family, my C31A and of coz my bunch of friends, and not forgetting keeping FIT.

Overall May was a hell of a busy month! and i to had soe unlucky moments.. i lost 2EZ link card and my Debit card all on different timings. so much that i had to waste 120 money away just like that. hmmpft*

Met up with my crazy bunch of classmates though not all came, Adzlin's party was a great get together.The first time they met Smigel. too bad i was unable to snap the get together ~thanks so much forlending my sis my camera and didn't give me back on time~ how nice of her*(bleargh*!)

Gf's wedding went great. i had the most worrying time fearing that we ain't gonna finish the design on time. Lout was busy with her new job and me, with work and stuff that all the free time we had, clashed. We were able to compromise a few days to work out the design and we finally finished her room preparations on her wedding day at around 430AM. Got home at 5AM and slept around 6Am, meeting the bride at 8AM (i was late.. though hehe ). The design was something she wanted.. pink and simple.

She was so gorgeous that i envy her for her beuty and how fortunate Khalid is. AT last this two loving pair are blessed. They were the most giggly couple ever. the most down to earth king and queen i've ever seen!Smiling and grinning from ear to ear. moi? i have a task to make sure she is happy and taken care of all her glitches to make sure it was perfecto!Pictures i snapped will be up in my gallery watch out fer it! oh ya and hoepfully she will be forever happy and be blessed with dozens of kids muehehehehehe!can't wait for her to move house.. then she'll be so much closer to me. Holland here i come!

The day she was blessed too marked the first anniversary dear asked me out and how i finally realised his presence. How we got along so well. come a year plus more it'll be our turn then..can't wait for this to be over!(blushes!*)

Emails are piling even though i've been trying to clear them everyweek. for all the business work is catching up with me and i had so lil sleep and nearly fall sick. yesterday i had a sleep longer than the working hours i work. i slept for almost 15 hours haha! revenger of the bed. blame the bed for being so nice and cosy*.

sigh i hope i'll be close as ever with my girlfren and Lout. with her hitched she sure will be busy then. me? i'm having to start saving money again to start for my own wedding.

-------------backtrack 24hours ago
had lunch with my dear cuzzie. SHe finally made it well for her mathematics paper. her hardwork paid off so off we went to grab a bite at Swensen's then, shopping at Heeren for her tees. and i got myself a shoe bag , shoe for my mom's birthday and of coz Oshie's bracelet is now ready, engraved, such a beauty!i cant help but splurge this month but with only 10% drive to splurge. darns. the rest of my pay back to my savings.

got to go now get prepare my jogging shoes i'm off to the shower, get ready to go to the gym now. cioaz.