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it's gonna be less than a hundred days to the big day

this phrase is not for me of course! mine is still far away! ahah people dun misjudge and dun get the idea wrong. It's for the gal i've respected most and my lady fren. I actually broke more company policy today, watched vcd haha..dying of boredom exhausted and sleepy, settled for Andy Lau & Sammi Cheng " Yesterday Once More."

Backtrack:
I spent my Good Friday playing arcade games and more arcade games with Smigel while wasting our time for 9pm to watch Sideways. We even played X-Box at PS. Baby got hooked onto Arcade games again when we were at Great World City. The show was simply hilarious! it's an adult comedy.. like smigel said"crite ni klakar seram!"Then we took a walk down to Furama Hotel before heading home. I wish the night would just not end and the clock simply stops coz the time i spend with him was simply not enuff. i miss him dearly.. counting the days till we meet again.
Dady's birthday today, i was supposed to wait till midnight last night to give his pressie but i was too sleepy to wait. Before going to work i nearly forgot to give it to him. Fortunately i had to look for my keys and the package comes to sight.
How time flies, it's his 54th bdae now. and soon my parents will be celebrating their 28th anniversary! hehe so excitinG! maybe i should get them a hotel room getaway heh heh * evil grins*

burrpss

26.03.05
In an hour, i've consumed almost two sticks of Carrots, one tuna Bun and a prawn bun. I've just cleared my first hour of the 12 hours i'm working today. Bowel movement erupted just 15 minutes ago and it looks like it is set to go for another.. its traumatising me.

i'm growing out of my passion doing shift work. i cant hang out with my friends too much. either i'm too busy or they r too busy. Same goes for my smigel.

End of the month coming soon.. it's scary how fast time flies.. in two months time gonna have my special fren who has been behind me all the time getting hitched to her beloved. She filled me up when i was bored and empty. We shared our sorrows, our fun and we had loads of laughter. the big walks, the beach swims, the party life, every inch of life experience we did it together. The troubles, and problems,the opinions, the gossips, the tears and the late nights that happened as if it was just yesterday still fresh in my head.I pray that insyallah things go smooth and all blessings for her life long happiness.

Sometimes i'm not even too sure why i have the insecurities reaching deep inside me. I'ld feel a stinge of being lost on my own world. When i'm in deep thought, i'd think of what is my friend doing now? how well are they doing? I'll be thinking if they're still thinking of the times i had together with them. Have i neglected them and how come i never receive their calls no more..Is it because 'm a woman and that's why I'm feeling all this

In life i may have treasured my Smigel and my family but i learn that my friends are just as special be it friends from anywhere.

bingits sak!`

stupid PC. Stupid programme.Stttttupid off daystupid time.
i SPent time to create a newblog layout two days back and kapush... all of a sudden the PC Reboot. not enuff RAM? i doubt so.. haiz all my work gone down the drain.. For once i was liking the smooth connection at home once again and.. it became a bitter ending.. so demoralisinG!Then most funny part was.. ALL my images stored in a folder i created, images that i took INCLUDING my pictures with Smigel and SPA Retreat becomes..POOF! zilch! none! no recovery! no back up! blog layout hilang takper but...GAMBAR! i'm so pissed that those beautigful pictures are gone.. only discovery is in the recycled Bin, the pictures i took are still there and perfectly fine.. so i like..throwing dented needles, with no other needles left, i picked the needles back from the dirty BIN.. bodo punya PC. or was it hackers who took my files?! i hope so not. coz what can they do with those photos ? argh stupid electronic. Stupid technology. I shall by a cd-rw for my pistures soon! GRRRRRR!just my luck that i had uploaded starbucks chalet & starbucks meeting images in shutterfly.only the KL pic is present. it's so unfair!

and colleague is late TODAY because someone decided to do something foolish at Buona Vista and the MRT service has been delayed! bodohkan! Technical servis takleh lain timing ke? lain hari ke?? then again, if it really is because some people wants to die, bunuh diri kat tempat lain tak bole ke? kat rumah mata air ko ke? kat beach ke? asal nak kena kat MRT. bikin susah hidup orang dan hidup orang lain lain. For pete's sake it's Good Friday, it's Public Holiday. Pergilah buat keje kutuk ni some other days around 12noon ke? and hari jumaat lagi... Orang beribadah, ko nak mati buat per.. nanti akhirat, keje ko cuma bunuh diri siksa badan.. bengap lah. kenapa lah taknak buat time orang jarang naik MRT punya time. pasal ko aku kena keje lebih satu jam NO OT. BODO bengap punya orang!pasal ko kawan aku lambat. nasib baik MRT tak pakai untuk transport orang nak mati, kalau tak, u're just to blame to kill the lives of others..

argh.. life is so unfair!

and not forgetting

i forgot to input this..
i got a taufik Batisah CD by my colleagues too..& forgot to mention that The Retreat spa Party.. was planned by whu else but....Ana, Echa, Ezi & Leen ehehe Thank you babes..!!!

i know you all love me heheh .. i love u too

I thank all my well wishers for not forgetting my birthday and my friends who wished me the belated. This yr was different then the rest i spend it nicely with my beloved friends, my Smigel and my family.
It was a remarkable weekend, of course! I got my first birthday pressie exactly 7am on Saturday 12.03.05 when i should have got them three days later..ahha advanced number 1.

next my friend plotted a surprise relaxation party whic did caught me VERY surprised except that THEY left me suspicious of their 1) empty bags, 2) no food at all? 3) MUST be on time for 'PICNIC' 4) (conversation between sheda and leen) "ah u go to the reception first...ask where it is.." erm and wait in front of the hotel? 5) where's all the mats.. 'clever' me bought them 1KG of longans out of goodwill ahaha and contribution since sheda said," dun have to bring any food". I should have listened to her.
... Tampines MRT. Century Square waiting for cab. Bubble tea. we r late.Suspicious conversation over the phone. Meridien. phone call. Smigel and me telling him i smell FISH...SPA!!!!!!! advanced number two uncovered! gawd it was really like i got punked! and it was somethiing i've wanted to do and eheh i wass happy! forms. blood pressure taken. 8th floor. 9th floor.beautiful scenery.change to Kimonos. 8th floor. sexy girls*hehe.sauna or has it steam bath. 9th floor. Massage! jacuzzi!!bikini babes.pictures and paraffin wax!Then we set home and click more pictures..my batt went date earlier than the rest.we shared the cab, i went to meet dear at Suntec City.. at 200hrs, while the gyrls end their day at kaki lima.

I panicked coz the exhibition will be closing soon. shit. and i wun have time to venture due to my tight schedule the day after. prays. met Dear and we set off looking around for cheap thumb drive and MP3s..found zilch. then we decided to go one level up to the book fair and instead found more stuff to look at .. the IT SHow exhibition itself! but closing in 15 minute.. off to canon for a peeep and sony and i dunno why i jumped into buying a digi and smigel insisted to pay for it. i ruined his surprise bday gift for me. No tinge of regret of not surveying. It was soooo not Nani.i bought it in impulse. He had planned to buy it for me pass it to me on my birthday. spoilt me. love him! First shot tested. loved the shot. love him even more. we got the cyber shot. None of the photographic but something compact.. smigel's got a zoom digi so the compact is perfectly suitable for moi.Advanced number 3. i love him so much more than my cybershot!Smigel bought tickets to watch Hostage. shops mostly closing. i wanted to treat him dinner and we ended up in MacDonalds while waiting for the show.then he sent me home both smiling.

13.3.05 was a trip to Johor with moi family

Monday was another day where i received surprise phone calls by my sister, my own sister forgot my birthdate!? hello? it's 15 not 14! then Fala thought it was 12 and she had thought whe missed it and called me on the 14th.. bummer. ahah but amusing AND iRonic.bdae 15 and i got all the pressies on 12.Advanced again.

Then i had spaghetti specailly cooked by Mom on my birthday and met up with Kin for a short while on Friday. Boy she looked gorgeous! she's lost weighT! so the recipe is to be stressed up and eat once a day.. i should try the eat once a day remedy but push away the stress aye.. i could just make smigel an unhappy lot.

Trip to K.L unplanned on friday. we set off on sat morning after i finished work. K.L to Ayer keruh then to Cyberjaya.. the soon to be IT village in Malaysia, Putrjaya, covered with a magnificent view of two mosques, house of Parliament, exotic lamps and traffic lights and sophisticated hi-tech structural designed built buildings. Then we headed to Concorde at Shah Alam, situated right infron, was the once famous Shah Alam. The town was pretty smal and the boys and i just can't wait to plunge our pocket full of Ringgit on K.l. which we will be going to only the day after.

Mom and i had breakfast at Melting pot. Then we headed to watch that play soccer friendlies with his friends from K.L. Soon after we headed to the Hotel back and wait anticipatingly for dad to drive away fom Shah Alam to K.L.

Gladly the city wasn't as busy. He dropped the guys at KLCC and we went shopping around. my bros got their pictures up on the twin tower which i missed. However i got to HRC @ K.L to get a gift for Smigel since he pestered from day one that he wanted the tees from there...Bought another for Dad as well (sorry girls i was left with 2 RM and i wanted to get u girls the keychains.. but no money!) Everything on the trip was for auntie here auntie there and i was left with nothing to spare for myself.

On the way back, Dad went off the road to jalan Ampang and bringing us away from Singapore.. so it became a long journey. Pit stop at Pagoh as dad became too tired to drive. Then back in Johor, there were some blocks and we were unable to use the second link, no idea why. Once we reached Singapore , Dad was unfortunately fined by traffic police for a speed of 130km/h his first 6 pts cut after 6 yrs of clean sheet.. there goes $150 to the govt.

Overall it was a well spent march break with all my loved ones.. and though it was a quiet birthday affair and i still enjoyed it all.. now i got to get back squirming and skimping to save my share for the next big thing.. before i can decide to join my family's next stop, Perak, in 5 months time.. haiz.. let's just see if i've saved more than enuff before i decide to head off to Perak...sigh..

2:09:16

heehee thats how long my conversation was with moi fren, sheda.. talked of stuff lots of it and it's been months since i tal;ked that long and ouh... panas telinga guer ehehe battery nearly went dead but thanks to the Charger it did not let us down. Sorry sheda for the longy conversation and i ended up eating ur 100 minutes free!

Moi was at Fad's wedding, skipped Syddin's invitation to Ayu's side. It was a big decision to make and i'm sorry for ayu's side to have to let down and give it a miss. Had to go for Fad's side because i received his invitation first and coincidentally got to know that it was a one time dinner sanding.

Fad was gleaming and smiling widely and i'm glad that he made it husband and wife. Congrats to both of them for the blessings and may the ray of new life shine them with happiness and endless wonderful things in life.

Smigel will be out working night shifts today till the end of April which left me with nothing to do.. cept for Starbucks and home and hanging out with frens.. no more late nights on weekdays and sundays. Only time: saturdays. i miss him so much eventhough we've just went out yesterday. Leaving him working at night kinda kill my life silently. No more late night catching up coz he'll be busy working. Boy i hope it raches April sooN!Then i can't wait for June!

Fyi.. to fix a date to go out.. please tell me 14 days in advance aye.. so sorry for that but if i'm working on that day and it was last minute i'd like to apologise if i couldnt make it, i hold no promises but with the best of my ability i'll try to make it if it was last minute.. but it'll be torturous!

OPH was busy today.. just like it was at any NTUC fair price counter. People stream in and out and we were head over heels with work. Somehow i felt that it was freaking tired and time past in an instance. Money in from Starbucks pay. boy it was great to see hundreds of it in my account book. If i had started the habit of saving 4 years back, life would have been differenT!
Cashed some out for my savings plan and still a few left which i swae r i promised not to touch so that i can use it on my outings with my friedns this week or a SPA .. maybe .. so sheda if you're going please aleart me ok!

I miss OB VERY MUCH.... Orchard Building.. i miss the songs they sang, the jolly rides of the ups and downs of stupid customers. Friendly Singaporeans, cute guys and of course they people i workd with. My locker. The backroom and the cigarette flicker customers whom i swear thought that the floor was their ashtrays. And they mark outs and emo people. They tricks we did and tips for lunch,dinner,supper and breakfast. The slacking of course.

The bunch is definitely different. However i chose. The same company is still paying me the same amount and the same company is also making the same drinks. I still see the Siren, the dishwasher, the locker and of course the Starbucks Mission Statement. So at least Starbucks have left me addicted to them not for the coffee but the company of people they hired. Great isn't it? People left and go. People came back. But i think it's one of the best place to work at and build a third place. One day i'll find myself to sit and be the regular ccustomers.. but i still ponder..when will that be........?


can't wait to meet the frens this weekend after missing the zoo trip last montH!

sexcited!!!`

I got a surprising personal invitation to Syiddin's(Apek) wedding dinner from the gal's side for today and 20.03.05 (his side) then on 21.03.05 again he sanding.. mampos lah takkan nak clear leave on March kan just for HIS Wedding padahal attend jer ahaks. Then i thought i couldn't make it for Fad's wedding but hell yeah! my colleague will do me a favour of taking my place at 6 so i can get ready and meet Smigel by 7..yey! so probably i might not miss Syiddin's wedding dinner if sempat, after siglap cc next destination is Chua Chu Kang. yeah u read it right... one end to the other..!!!maybe if i couldn't make it, i'll just go for Apek's dinner on 20.03.05
i've packed all my stufff to work and brought excessive stuff instead darns.. but heck lah all will be crashed into my locker.. my cupboards so long as i get it cleared by monday..

Dad and mom is in high mood today.. all the list to get all the invitations are being done lil by little. I'm gonna have a fair share of inviting my friends too! I'm more enlightened that Dad's gonna help me Financially insyallah(i'll pray hard that this actually happens) I dun want to be bone dry broke when i get hitched! btw watch Hitch starring will smith yesterday.. ahah i like the line where it says.. "i like you, no i love you!" it just reminds me of the topics i, kin and sheda used to share between 'love', 'like' , 'cinta' , 'sayang', 'kasih'.

and back to what's been happening...
Been busy being my own financial accountant, so much to put aside and i ended up spree-ing for stuff for my mom and dad!
Went to make payments for my bookings with them and we walked around Arab st. Finally we can sleep soundly today after our tensions of assurance as to whether why we have to make a 40% downpayment now..so many things to settle and worry bout..

Dad bought Chapteh for i dunno why. Bought mom a jubah she liked to have for her upcoming high tea(makcik2 bual corner at crown prince hotel~). Then dady was 'jealous' everything i buy for my mom... aha so yesterday i brought smigel to taka andhe helped me chose a wallet for him. well actually i like two shirt to buy for him however mom did say that he has not changed his wallet for quite a while..will give it to him on his Bday this 27. can't wait!

Daddy's going K.L on 18-20 march i'm skipping it for Apeks wedding plus save money!

Maybe next month will be my spree and shop month..ahah(oh just joking! smigel wun be happy then, neither will kak juli coz in the end i'll end up squabbling bout spending)]

oh i miss the gang macam lama giler tak meet up! since 31 december ehk!!! miss you too gyrl. oh ya, where are we sleeping on 12 March huh?? do we need tents?? ahahah can u all pls tell me something to bring??

Ekin! i'm at orchard parade so when u go to ming arcade for dinner or lunch, buzz me ok i might be able to get u a cuppa coffee!