have we been working too much??

damn.. i wrote a length of issues but i was logged out.. oh well. i'll write it another day ...grrrR!

ola...

Thanks for the pictures(Visit to the zoo) guys, glad all of ya had fun(",)

Fala's complaint that i dun write about her here, kuakuakuakaua.......

gyrl, i dun wanna tell the whole world ur secrets do i? heheh dun be petty aight. I'm more glad talking to u then writing here. Just glad that she IS FINALLY FINISHING school life. good right.. march dah habis!

I've been running here there, back there again and here again and rounding all around and at last i'm comfortably in Orchard Parade Hotel Starbucks. 1st day was ok and hopefully it will be soon. I dun feel the stress tension built like i was in OB. It was a better pace to adapt to.Oh but i do suck at cash register there. Blur giler!Work has been rather busy DRASTICALLY.

Oh yes, my bro just pass his bike license so i'll most probably be riding more.. [plus i'm supposed to save money but the younger half of me is; see if he sends/fetches me to work along the way can stop at any petrol station to top up..] hmmph~ oh well at least i save time.

Then i miss my smigel sooooooo much. We've been busy too meet up. He with his work and moi with Starbucks and schedules of work. i like his hair now.. but he doesn't like it long..sigh he'll be getting rid of it soon. no updates jut dunno what i should write on.

Ojan's been admitted to hospital again. This time his fever is too high.

Met a lot of friends this weekends.. surprise bumps...surprised faces and hell yeah friends are getting married!!!
Lets wait for their invitation cards people and you'll realise it's not just one but more than that!dun be surprised with ten thousand Sing dollars, it'll not even be enuff to get married today... i shall keep this to myself.. to know more, go survey and go figure ;p
i'm gonna be TOTALLY BROKE.. so if i'ved missed your presents i'm terribly sorry. If it's coming soon. I'm really sorry again. I'll make up to it within the next few years(no promises, aye)... life's a jar.
Dad nearly fainted with the amount i proposed ... and he began to realise how much i had to save(which i hope he will help me with though i too would like to help him with the households)..

Then there was Dad who just got a new Handphone,... K500i and here was wat he said:
Papa: Ni, abeh kire ni handphone bole record sound seme eh?
Nani: Bole pa, kalau papa berbual papa nak record pun bole.
Papa: Wah ni macam handphone macam gini detective semua bole pakai la? bagus eh skarang punya phone( refering to HIS phone)
Nani: (Blasts with laughter)apa jer.. ahaahaha Papa detective semua pakai lebih canggih pa..

---------another occasion(mind you it was bedtime for me and he dragged me out of bed):
Papa: Ni, camne nak dengar voicemail, papa asik dapat mesej jer tapi tak tahu call apa number
Nani: Papa picit jer ni
Papa: mana ader number????
Nani: Tu aper pa... dah by default number tu save as 'voicemail Access'
Papa: Ooo... abeh password tak payah eh? orang bole dengar papa punya mesej? abeh macam mana nak tahu password.kira kalau tahu password anybody can listen lah?
Nani: aah..tapi siapa ada kuasa nak telipon papa punya voicemail lepastu tukar pa...
Papa: manalah tahu
After guiding and listening to the voicemail messages, he decides no to change his password and wanted to change his profiles... so we played it one by one and then he decided that he wanted none of it. so i told him bout being able to play songs for ringtones and ended up going thru al my MP3 lists with him. So now my dad is an expert with PC,playing MP3s and the Internet .. Macam ni, habisla no chance for me to hog the PC......

lots of love..Nani

rantings and waiting

Zoo trip for the gang today but sadly i've got to pass on it , same for Smigel. Been hanging less with them and i have not met them FOR A MONTH (except for lunch with ezi). some day we should catch up ,ey!
Smigel's been great and understanding. we meet like once a week or twice a week now however he never fails to catch up with me everyday .. lucky for me for having him, i'm at work now and the only life to make me busy was the calls from him and Hafiz. It's Chinese New Year today. Hafiz just got a bike..fyi he's an ex barista from OB, my ex-schoolmate and the GL fren i came to know plus the guy i thought was gay when he first joined TP! glad to be in contact with him once in a while and we talked laughed bout the happenings now and then. plus updates on the common people we got to acquainted with..Promised to eat dinner with him one day in Jurong Point as he is based in pasir Laba.
I've blog hopped, surfed, cleared emails and bla.bla..bla.. since morning. when Mom called and said that Dad wants to pick me up at work at 4 and forgetting that i'm working from 8AM to 8PM.bummer. He brought my two lil cuzzie along probably taking a break and enjoying the accessible traffic. If i weren't working till 8pm, i would have given them a treat, and who knows Daddy might decide to go visiting too since he hadn't met his cuzzie for quite a while.
I have not been ranting much with the busy schedules... soon changes will happen in my life. After 4yrs plus with Starbucks i have made a decision to transfer to Orchard Parade Hotel and considering i've got a great place in OB. It's leaving me a heavy heart to leave that place. However evrythings done, form signed, sent to HQ. I could have just kept my promises a few months back on quitting in January 2005 but instead i've just transferred from one store to another. It's still not confirmed yet. Waiting for the green light from my District Manager. Once done cannot be undone. I'll miss the hefty squabbles and kecohness of the place, the slams and of course the slacking and flirting with cute customers..I'll miss my Rob, Greg and auntie Doris as well.Things may change a lot. I'll have even less time with my family, friends, Smigel, and last but not least i'm turning into the worst workaholic.. taking away my freedom of offdays and wrecking my helath state. The new place is hell.. three days contirbution is a MUSt plus it's long hours. damn i only got to know of it after the forms were submitted.
Sleep is my main priority once this hectic life hits.. i want to refrain myself from Imsonia. relieve stress and spend my valuable time preciously and worthwhile. hopefully it might not go on and shatter my world. I've got to go for occasional ngaji class as well. haiz. I bumped to my friends blog and wow i've realised how i've disapperared from her life. I promised myself that by January, i'll leave Starbucks for Good but look at me.. i'm a workaholic, juggling time with family friends and smigel plus two jobs to cope. Seriously considering that i too have to look after my own health. i guess i just cant fint myself to find a dream job and whether i should start studying so that i will earn me bucks and let me feel the satisfaction of my success. Am i hypocritical of my own self that i failed to make decisions for myself when i'm good at helping others in their decision? haizz....life sucks.

it's time i find time revamping this blog...any ideas?

..flash back after a happy ocassion celebrated and a mishap befalls.

His grandma was my paternal grandma's god mother. She took care of my grandma as my grandma's chinese family prefers to give away their female children. But the kinship does not stop there. My mom's sister married her son. And my dad's bro married her grand-daughter.
Our lives never stop from crossing and he is my uncle, my 2nd cousin, my childhood friend and my sayang's bestfren. Because of him, sayang got to know me better. Though our blood isn't the same, we are relatives after all.

I just met him, carried his lil kid, so beautiful so petite so dear. and we were joking.




.... flashback - blog dated 11.12.04
Yesterday i went to my uncle's cukur rambut. We grew up together and now at 25, he is the proud father of a daughter. So glad that finally he's a father. Nur Alfi Amalia Bte Fauzan Hidayat was borned on Dec 4 2004 at 08.31AM. Siapa nak beli nombor silakan.. ahaha so sweet and tiny. There were so many people friends and family and best part is everyone ate on dulang... the way i always liked to eat when we kendarat last time..
... present
and so her daughter will be 2 months tomorrow .. I am so happy for Ojan. But i feel saddened that at the age of 26 he has been confirmed with the same diagnose that returned my aunt ke rahmatullah on 10.09.04. Its spreading ..Mungkin ada hikmah di sebaliknya but with a kid as young as 2 months? her wife as young as 23? i guess you shoul know wat i meant.how could i be so ignorant to realise how much he lost weight during these few months?? I've been bumping him almost eveyweek and i feared to ask.
it's a painful world. when we care of things around us we fail to realise that everyday people got sick and everyday the wards are filled.Now i fear. the last time i heard of it was my treatment that if i do not take care of my nose it could happen to me, choi. Further tests confirmed that it's just a flesh not growth which has not disappeared when it's supposed to when you turn 21.