my lil but seems huge resolutions

The tragedy that woke the whole world made me shiver with much fear... If i would say by right ... though i fear to say that these signs showcased how old the world is getting and who i fear the worst thats yet to come...

The area hit : Phuket, filled with kemaksiatan.. and India, filled with the gods they worshipped, was probably because, Allah is showing his Almighty. Like one of the villager in Aceh who spoke that if it's fate that she dies, then it's her fate.

I do pity the people and i do fear and i was blessed with leaving in this area where we felt the impact indirectly but i stayed awake that whole night unable to glitch around nor was i been able to fall asleep peacefully these few days. The stories i heard bout the indian Ocean from Hasanah sent shivers down my spine even before the Tsunami.. so i can imagine how Tsunami affected the area.

It's so much like how Nabi Nuh had tried to survive by running all the way up to the peak of the mountain to avoid siksa from Allah to his people. It struck how far i am with God now and how i want to be more closer to him. The signs i see, the signs i see.. the nightmares i lived in these few days seems so real and it's not as if i was in a dream but i was there...

Where was i ? what was i doing.. It was clear in a minute but the more i tried to remember the faster it disappears.

This resolution i've set for myself is to get closer to Allah and be more thriftier and save and remember the less fortunate as well as those stucked in these countries. I've been blessed with all the great things to date. Thank you Allah. Selamat Tahun baru They said that now the age of the world is drawing near and it's getting old.. and its lifespan is getting shorter so are ours...