i need more sleeep!!!

I was up and awake on sunday night's shift , aunties went peeping over and wondered how i settled to rest. Brought a small comforter along and my sex bomb became my pillow. It was cold every night and a sweater seems insufficient. But all in all managed three hours of sleep inclusive of the fear of calls buzzing and me in dreamland.

Spoke to Smigel for a while and he was at his aunt's house. I felt guilty for not going on leave coz when i went home the following day mom said there were very few people who helped cook for along's wedding. Plus i did not kendarat, first time i didn't for my relative and i wasn't even there on the two consecutive days.. went to Smigel's cuzzie's wedding and it was a get to know session. His family is almost as winding as mine.. so u can imagine the confusion state i was in.. nak kasi berkat dunno who is who.. fren or relative of the groom. His family is warm and friendly. The groom's lil sister got engaged on the same day the couple got solemnised. Big day coming next in his family would probably be ours and plans are still untouched and has not even started. Came home tired and exhausted.

Seems like a pattern that once my family helps out in weddings, that night, all will be asleep as early as nine. My peace for sleep finally came at around ten when the whole family was fast asleep. I had trouble trying to sleep though my eyes was tired. Kept imagining that i was at work and was afraid that the buzzer might just buzz on my callmaster and i had missed an important call.And now i still need much sleep and feeling the fatigueness...