Mother Nature swinging temperature, so are my moods wishing to move back the clock

Thank you echa for the very nice pictures.. blurr but i'd see it as a new concept nice kewl ehehe help me burn into cd can?? leen and min too puhlleeeeasss~~~!!! (muker tak malu ehk)

life of me and friends whom have distanced away from me due to their hectic schedules are back in my life. those conversations i had with kak mar woke me up and reality strucked me.. Realised that it's been a long time since i sat down and catch up with her life.. 4 years? Happy for her upcoming life (",)

Been feeling wrong lately but dunno why,.. always feeling anger and anger and more anger lately, spinning my mind with technical headaches.blame on lady's monthly illness? i've passed that a week ago.. blame on lack of sleep? i've had loads of sleep. Sayang's been very patient and understanding lately and always hanging on with my cranky behaviour. I need to Control the pressure right now if not i'll be a dead gal hitting pressures at this young age!

just thoughts that i thought that i should not share but i'd just beat it coz its making my headaches thumping me even more...why should i tell every episode of my life and can't i just share with pple whom i only want THEM to know and why should it break out of the circle. why should u just tell everyone what happened and why not let the person whose life he /she went through be the one to tell that person. Maybe it's just updating on the lives of one but i'd love to tell the pple i'm close with myself before he/she gets to know about it. have you ever thought of the reasons why it was kept hidden .. have you thought of the consequences that my happen in the two parties relationships...what good does it make to tell of the stories which you just have vague impressions and an illusion when u were not even there to witness it.Happened to a close gyrlfren and it happened to me..

Played rain during the weekends, met old friends and spend time with sayang. kudos to "Too-er" for the complimentary tickets to theme park.. Sayang came home sick and giddy.. fever the day after..Walked and explored the tranquil vicinity of Pasir Ris and realised how swampy Pasir Ris Park is with trails of swamp and the eerie path that we took that night.Plus the non-stopping rain and the hut-stops we had to avoid heavy rains, it was a cold chilly night. But the exploration brought us to those terraced houses where we managed some glances of our dream house only reachable by fantasies( looking at the rate i spend my money, doubting enough time to save my whole life savings on it and indulge in one of the houses.) Passsed by Echa's house spotting her block (see good term memory) and told Sayang of the raya trip in 2000 which ended till late midnight with a group of poly friends... how me and Kin shared a cab and waited at the once spooky and deserted street right in front of echa's room... Though never have i lived n the East, visiting Paisr Ris made me feel like it was a place i once called home. I miss hanging out in Tampines and how i yearn to go back late and spend time with my friends... half- dead rushing through projects.. boosting energy like some mereless nerdie kid on the block eyes glued to the PC ignoring everything but Redbull and file transfers( of course visits to the toilets were usual, well drinking Redbull affects not only my concentration but my digestion as well)..and how owl-like life we went through reaching school in the early mornings and only getting out of the place(being shoo-ed actually by the administrators) at 9 pm..and spending our allowance at swenson's, coffee bean delifrance,etc for lunch..(macam orang kerja full time) plus the frequent visits to the arcade after every exams and cineplex(oops..) and of course much more

weird.. i used to not believe in those chocolate wraps with slogans.. but one chocolate just helped me in solving a major problem! while munching on Smarties... i came up with a solution which we had been pondering since late morning! so "only smarties have the answer!" by pure luck has made me munch them with thoughts so thanks to nestle for a time like this!


Lastly, thank god that, alhamdulillah, life has been better for me and sayang. Found something new and he's striving for it. He needs all the good luck from me and i'm glad that all the emails sent were worthwhile.