Alamak! Sorry!!``

yes so sorry Ezi and min!!! i forgot to save the updated blog template that contains ur addie...u've been read! Oh ya.. goodness si never knew i can write yikes.. so much!

Blackberry and Not Blue Berry

Good Evening, Blackberry Service desk, Nani speaking. How may i Help you?
Yes i started my first official desk service today the second person on duty. This help desk just launched today at 8am and I received only one pathetic call.. and werst from my superioir..errrks ahahah i was caught unalarmed and not even ready plus i said good morning.. i had a brain freeze.. goodness.... so much for the anticipation and practice i had from starbucks.. i was thinking three times.. was i supposed to say "gd morning..starbucks coffe orchard building how can i help you.." or was it "hi good morning..cambridge."Caught off-guard now i must prepare my self and paraphrase again and again..

Break time had to rush to POSB coz i forgot my password.. after just three weeks of not accessing my PIN, i forgot the password! nasib baik bankteller tak telan. Dah lah kebulur da tu duit pun kena telan lagi buat dikebulur hamba...

I love to work with my current teamleader Karwy(Khar-wai) very frenly lad and funny but also likes to bully me.. alamak..ahaha but cheeky lar. It's good to know he's familiar with Muslim..But sad to say he is going to handover to another teamleader as he will be managing another of Singtel's major project which will start this moonth. oh ya and my workplace got so many aunts and ladies.. so sayang DUN have to worry...got very big pantry.. as large as my hall so u can imagine that .. got place to solat got food warmer etc..

yes i had a great weekend.. sis have been complaining that i always leave her out .. so when we talk bout hedir going out with my friends and kak juli, she'll just mimic and say "siapa lah aku ni kan.." so to satisfy her and bond closer with her, we had lunch altogether at cahaya.. goodness ..i tell ya sayang ordered so much food.. after getting my hokkien mee i'm glad that plate was shared among the three of us(coz all their food cam so late that we shared the mee). there were Charkuey, wanton, carrot cake and sayang prdered mee wanton, sis ordered seafood char kuay teow.

Catched the Bourne Supremacy. I like it.. very action packed but its so sad that the had to kill the Maria character so early in the story line and julia stiles only appeared in a few short scenes..We had lite dinner at starbucks appetisers like the oreo Cheesecake, the choc danish and he had iced cocoa... so much for the treat that i felt so bloated.. and went home to have an early night.

Sorry again sayang for always sleeping in opur conversations erks.. and u talking to the night with me already asleep on the other line.. yikesss... i'm so guilty coz it was never the first time...ehehe i'd try to hold my eyes a bit further now.. goodness i'm always sleepy though i had so much sleep.. and always wanna feel like sleepy.. did someone just sedate me with a dose of sleeping pills in my water bottle?

Eits echa.. sorry? eheh wat for i should be the one saying sorry gal.. last sat i was so busy.. sigh i hope my sayang has not changed our pattern of lives, and that he's not a crowd to all of us.. enjopy your movie aights... He will be busy that day ...i'll be busy helping kak juli.. but we can meet uup this friday coz i finish work at 8 and i've yet to make plans...hmm yeah one day picnic??

Ezi.. i can lunch at 1 next week... hmm right now i'm taking late lunch coz i finish at 8 lah nyah!

K gtg before i'm caught doing my on stuff!!! updating for the sake of juliana anissa!
Who is she.. ahhaha find out in my link!

Painful Little Eyes

*Backtrack a lil*
Visited the doctor a few days back and the stupid doctor gave me stupid medicine which i was allergic to. Never had that strange feeling but my eyes were bulgingly swollen and tired. It was the the first time i was allergic to something and at that moment when i went to work i had just contracted "tembel" which i recalled when did i saw something that i wasnt supposed to see.. which came to nothing and made me feel guilty..of nothing. But it grew to infect both my eyes and panic me became disoriented that day and luckily the Singtel pple were understanding. And now it seems ok. Luckier even me to come back to work that they becoz the ywere starting to plan things out to get a new replacement for me!
Yesterday one of the top pple seems happy to see us. hahah they felt that our department has the zest and enthusiasm to keep a positive outlook even though we have no idea where the problem lies and taking it well. Mr James Martin who seems chill says that we so much potray the Singapore idol team ahaha.. coz of our semangatness and colourful combinations of the middle aged pple and the young ones amongst all the pressure we faced! He just remembered us when he went home that night the moment he switched on his TV and saw Singapore Idol. Plus my crazy and cool teamleader and my training instructor.. hahah!

Gtg for a tunang ceremony later... wahz thos shocking cuzzie is my age and only told me last minute bout this! gosh .. i had nothing for her coz im so broke ... 3 says more to a long eventful of family togetherness to go before puasa...

*a new stepping stone a new enironment*

yes.. Yes i'm dead serious i quit my job. I tendered exactly a month back,22july and told my director that i need a higher paid job badly plus i cant click with the analyst at times. We have a lot of disagreements. Thus the tender. he told me to hang on and keep the letter. he simply cant accept them and told me to dispose the letter. "The market is not yet at its peak, get a job first. Nowadays it's hard to come by. If you get a job that u like, and it's much better than what u r earning, come back to me again and i'd consider you to be free to join the other company." It emotionally struck me that my boss is so understanding. He is so much of a father figure, but being me, i felt disheartened. Gladly enough i did not give up searching for a job. I sent online applications, cut out newspaper(but never even emailed them, much more to send them snail mail! buang current je aku ni..), plus dig holes from lubangs... I almost gave up after 4 interviews. By then i my thoughts were left to follow my dreams, i should just become an art teacher in june, and hang on working there, taking in the bullshitting. Alhamdulillah with Allah's help, i managed to find a job in strictly 24 hours! yes...as a CSO(IT) with singtel. Its a renewable one yr contract. apart from that i received 2 other offers: as a management support officer for NEA and a Tester for T-est Pte Ltd(where i was offered as a tester then slowly go up to snr tester and trained as technical specialist.)

Initially i was soo looking forward to join star cruise but i guess my image in tudung never convinced them with wat i really am. my personality of someone who loves outdoor was shunned. sigh~**

big headache it was but my decision was left to stay with singtel. i guess there were a lot of cons working there but i'd just have to overcome this challenge. How i wish i was morepatient with the t-est hierachical position as its so near home and a 5 day job. How i wish MSO was a perm and not a temp job. And how i wish stel was not a rotating job. i guess nothing is perfect and probably there's all the good points in every choice that was made up. Thank Allah for his guidance. so far i'ld get the testing of shift trial soon...rotating shifts!! woohhoo one day work.. next day off, next day start work again... how bout that!!!

baby i miss u

i'm transfering myself to this web coz i realised that xanga is extremely non user friendly. I cant seen to change into much layout and can only meddle with colours. Unless that is i subscribe to their premiere listings or buy some this and that. i cant even add my friends link..

We went to east coast park on sunday evening to catch the sunset and ended up catching the first break of dusk... there was a half crescent above our head. we talked bout things we've never talked about. Mummy says that if i continue to contact him everyday, i'll die of boredom loving and livng with him in the years to come. Advised me to spend less time together with him.. goodness i cant even stand not meeting him in just a day yet a week or a month or a yr to come..

Is it a season? my cuzzies and close one are mostly getting engaged and so are some who are getting married...Love is beautiful aint iT! ehehee